Day One of the 30 Day Challenge

Well, today is a bit rocky. I'm still not used to what I'm doing, but meh, I'm sure that it will make me feel better and the future days will be harder since I will be changing what I'm doing.

For those wondering, today is the first day of me attempting at losing weight. I had a scary moment a few weeks back because I went WAY over my diet I had. I had a really bad case of the munches, and I had a terrible scare of what would've changed my life.

But that kinda opened my eyes a bit, making me want to change myself. i don't like how I look, and I don't like how I feel everyday; all tired and worn out. I WANT to change how I am and how I feel, and I am going to do it MY way. I'm putting myself on a slow paced method of helping me achieve the feeling of "awesome" like I used to.

I'm also planning to go beyond that feeling and improve on how I feel, to bring up my self-confidence. My boyfriend, as I type this, isn't too happy with such things with how I speak about myself, so, why not change that too and work at it, right?

For now, I know people will flip out and say you shouldn't do it, but I'm going ahead and using the Wii Fit/Wii Sports first for the next week and a half to improve on fitness. I'm a procrastinator by nature and lazy on most days, and I enjoy playing videogames, so I'm going to ATTEMPT to fix all that by the use of my own console.

Today, i did just that. I'm planning on working out with it for about 40 minuets a day. and before I head to bed, do a few push ups and stuff.

I'm also going to try to take better care of myself. i have a hard time with that nowadays due to me being busy and such, so I'm going to find time, make a schedule, and do my best to stick with it.

And I have created goals for this week and they will change every week in hopes of making this challenging and interesting. I will find time to do things I want, and not make this a chore for me to do.

This 30 day challenge will be REAL hard for me, since I tend to go at things halfway and stop, but I am determined to not let that happen. So, my plan is to use this blog to post what is going on in the days and how I'm working on this goal.

So for now, I am going to be heading to bed, since that is a step to taking better care of myself and I hope that tomorrow will be just as awesome as today. =3